Which is what I said last night when packing my painting gear so I could get an early start this morning. It is also exactly what I forgot to pack.
Also this from Twitter:

So, it was that kind of day. At least, that kind of morning because I'm hoping to paint from some photos I took - which pretty much defeats the purpose of Plein Air painting, but it's more about the learning than the philosophy. So I packed last night. Made my comment about not forgetting the sketchbook then got distracted and my brain evidently checked it off its "To do" list.
I picked out a palette, based on some of what I had learned with my "swatches." Definitely felt prepared with a hazy notion of the locales I'd check out. I was eager to paint. I had been traveling the day before and was eager to jump back on the gouache train.
My location ideas turned out to be too hazy. Nothing seemed to leap out at me. I wanted a natural setting, not an urban landscape. I also wanted an unpopulated site. I was feeling brave, but not that brave. I was getting frustrated, driving around, looking for a subject. Finally found a spot with a dry hillside with a variety of textures and colors that I felt my limited palette could handle, along with some impressive oak trees and convenient parking. I unpacked, set up the tripod, water, rag, poshade and didn't find my sketchbook. Let's call that Mistake #1. No matter how eager you are to splash some paint around, you need something to splash it onto. I remember had a heavy piece of cardboard protecting the diffuser in my backpack. I would not be deterred!
So here's what it looked like. That cardboard had been on my desk where I tested pens and markers with random doodles, but it easily fastened to my pochade with my handy clips. The photo also shows Mistake #2. Do you see it? It's the big, damn oak tree I had chosen to paint! It was a mass of twisted limbs and branches, really impressive and way beyond anything I was ready to attempt. Perhaps if I was using my horizontal sketchbook, I wouldn't have been tempted. I would've moved closer to something. What was I thinking? It might have been the frustration of searching so long for something to paint. Even as I started, I knew I should start with a sketch which would probably take an hour in itself. All those limbs! But my brain was not having it. It was a grey morning, the sun was covered by the clouds behind me. I just dove in.
My thought the night before was to put down a color wash of warms and cools. But the cardboard was already brown so I thought the paint needed to be more opaque. "Sure, I can do a grey sky and a warm hillside. I just have to keep it wet." Hah! First a savior, then a scoundrel, the cardboard turned out to be Mistake #3. It sucked all the water from my brushes like a sponge. The gouache didn't move like I was used to (in my long experience of two painting and a color chart).
I've watched plenty of videos of Plein Air artists, working on small, impressionistic sketches. There is often an early stage where it all just looks like a blobby mess and you want to pack it in. That certainly happened in my previous paintings. But I felt adrift. I had nothing to latch onto to focus on. It should have been the tree but by then I realized just how big Mistake #2 was. If I was working on decent paper, it might have been different. Might.
And then the sun came out, changing all the colors and values. And the sky behind the tree started to clear to a beautiful blue. That's it. My outside adventure was over. I packed up and had a pleasant talk with a jogger. And of course had the wonderful moment that I documented in a tweet.
But I had learned a lot. The biggest lesson was what I had to learn to paint that tree someday, or even a cloudy sky. I needed to learn some techniques to suggest textures. I'm not going to paint tree bark a crack at a time. I have to think like old school matte painters whose "photorealistic" paintings were actually color patches and light reflections when viewed close up. Then I looked around for what I could have painted instead.

A chunk of trunk would be better for practicing bark techniques (someday). The colors of the hillside itself is already impressionistic and I could focus details on the plants closest to me. But the last pic really sparked me. It was just dried brush but the dark tangle of branches, if you rethought the scale, felt like a spooky, Brian Froud-type forest. The overcast day made it even spookier.

Farther down the row, I found an even better spot. There were what looked like animal burrows. In my mind they were caves. I realize this could be my subject matter when I get some consistency, if not mastery, of painting. A blending of real and imaginary. James Gurney talks about this, covering it in his book, Imaginative Realism, and YouTube videos. But these burrows/mystical caves suddenly brought it home to me. The photo doesn't do them justice, which is the point of Plein Air painting. The eye sees more than a camera when painting outside from life. I'm going to make a sketch of this and paint it here, since I want to adjust the colors drastically. Which is wimping out. Despite the color shift, it would be better to return to the spot if tomorrow brings another overcast morning. We'll see. I wouldn't mind a painting experience with fewer learning mistakes. --Tad
